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Lost

Imagine deserted on an island where the only thing you can see in abundant is water all around. Being alone in a desert with sand all around. On the top of a hill where you could only see ice all around, and of course, you are alone. These real-life scenarios can happen anytime in your life due to any reason. Either you are left alone, or you choose to be alone. It will be more tragedic if you crashed upon any of the situations due to an accident. It can be anything, a plane crash, an earthquake, or when you are lost from your group. You will be dead soon and never be found. But if you are lost in a crowded place, what if you are lost when you are at home, what if you are lost around your loved ones, what if you are lost when you are sitting alone in front of your laptop screen? Just say that moment maybe you are little dead inside and want to get lost anywhere possible. I have overcome this feeling a lot of times, it gives suicidal thoughts at times. But running away from it ca...

Some times...

Because sometimes you need to know whose your priority. Because sometimes you need to see your inner self. Because sometimes you have to be loud and clear. Because sometimes you need to defend yourself. Because sometimes things change. Because sometimes truth is not enough. Because sometimes people are not worth it. Because sometimes at the end you are important.

The last snow - part 12

Death tears you apart. Especially if your loved ones are on death bed. I know the pain. I wish you never go through the same. Previously: The last snow - part 11 The red light of ICU was off now. Everyone was waiting impatiently for the Doctor to come out. Doctor comes out disheartened. Diya's father rushes to the Doctor and without even him asking anything. Doctor said, "I am sorry, but surgery is was not a success. We tried hard. But her body is not responding well." After a long pause, Doctor continued, "She has very little time with her. Be with her as much as you can. I cannot give you false hopes of any miracle." Diya's mom collapsed on the floor. Diya's father, Doctor and Rohan's Dad run towards her. They pick her and make her sit on the chair nearby. Doctor calls out for nurse, and says him to make a saline ready for Diya's mom. When everyone was so hustled up on the situation. Nobody noticed Rohan left after what doctor said. He just...

The last snow - Part 11

I was lost in my own world. Where no one reminded me who I was, and what I loved to do. So it took me lot of time to push myself in journey of words. Sorry readers. Previously: The last snow - Part 10 Sneha and Rohan landed up in Roshni's house when she was lying down in her bed watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Roshni's mom was the one to welcome them. Roshni was happy to see Sneha a lot. After all there was someone who was going to keep her updated of the world outside her house. Sneha jumped up on her bed. And instead of saying anything she removed a marker from her bag and started scribbling on Roshni's plaster because of which she was house arrested. Rohan all the while was standing at Roshni's room door wondering how he should react. Roshni gave him a warm smile and asked him to have a seat and be comfortable and also said, "Don't be surprised by her behavior,(pointing her eyes to Sneha) it was her childhood dream to do doodling on a plaster I get. So I expect...

The last snow- part 10

People often say time heals everything, and with time you often get over people. But for things to happen you need a lot of time and a person who helps you to get healed. Previously:  The last snow - part 9 Rohan reached college and grabbed his seat. The lecture was about to start when he noticed that Roshni and Sneha were still missing, he remembered Roshni's plans to miss college today. But what about Sneha? Thinking of which Roshni's face while having coffee came as a flashback and he started smiling. The entry of professor in the class brushed off his thoughts. But now he was wondering why he keeps on thinking of Roshni everytime. "Sorry. May, I come in Sir?" Sneha was breathing heavily waiting at the classroom entrance. "Yes Please!" Professor replied back. Roshni was looking a seat for herself, she saw Rohan sitting alone and went ahead to sit with him. Rohan smiled at her. "Where is Roshni?" in a lower tone Rohan asked Sneha. ...

Anger

Five alphabet word which doesn't lasts for five seconds but hampers our brain more than five minutes. I hate being angry specially on someone whom I love the most. I start hating myself more when I am angry on some one who loves me the most. Sometimes in the heat of the moment we forget to think that what comes from our mouths stays a bit longer in our brains than our ears. But you can't stop your anger. It's an another obvious human emotion like smiling. I believe neither we can avoid being angry. At some point of time the most patient person looses it. What can be done to this? The very first thing is an apology! Even if you are not at fault, sometimes bending in front of your loved ones and taking the blame not just solves your problem but also shows the effort that the person is more important to you than the emotion. If you are not at fault leave the other person alone. Or make yourself aloof. Because wounds heal with time. When anger goes out of your limits bec...