Lost

Imagine deserted on an island where the only thing you can see in abundant is water all around. Being alone in a desert with sand all around. On the top of a hill where you could only see ice all around, and of course, you are alone. These real-life scenarios can happen anytime in your life due to any reason. Either you are left alone, or you choose to be alone. It will be more tragedic if you crashed upon any of the situations due to an accident. It can be anything, a plane crash, an earthquake, or when you are lost from your group. You will be dead soon and never be found.

But if you are lost in a crowded place, what if you are lost when you are at home, what if you are lost around your loved ones, what if you are lost when you are sitting alone in front of your laptop screen? Just say that moment maybe you are little dead inside and want to get lost anywhere possible. I have overcome this feeling a lot of times, it gives suicidal thoughts at times. But running away from it can never be the solution. You might have heard or read a zillion times face your fears, get up when you fall and start again, etc. Easier said than done. It's very hard to pick yourself all alone from the mess. But trust me when you always fall and get up yourself without any help. You will learn to be self sufficed with everything in your life. You will never beg for support. You will eventually learn to stand alone and fight.

Today, I lost something. I failed, I fell. And once again I will rise.